well I finally know exactly what I want to write..only I can't write anything write now because it all requires research that must be done at a library, that isn't open right now. Figures.

You know Gastrock asked me how I was handling everything a couple days ago, what with all I have to do and I just realized I have a lot more going on that I've really been thinking about. The 2nd issue of the paper is in layout, november articles are due, first drafts that is, in a week. The fridge is stocked and other than that I haven't really had to do anything for theatre except pass messages along to my mother. I'm maintaining an A-B average. The only thing I didn't do was write an october article and thats because I was just too busy that week. I started tutoring Katie again and I'm volunteering at the library...

maybe I am doing a lot. hmm. It doesn't seem like it. I need sleep but I always do. Only thing is now I'm trying to remember the last time I went out and did something for me, you know? I don't even know what. Last time I felt completely relaxed and calm jimmy was in town and that was about a month ago give or take a day.

I just want to be pampered. you know like for an evening. I just want to get taken out and shown off. And to be completely honest, it's only ever happened once or twice. It's been a while since all I had to do was show up and look pretty. I guess I'll have to wait until Jim's in town for long enough to do something like that since I really don't want someone else taking me out and showing me off

Gee I hope I can still do it...