men seldom make passes at girls who wear glasses
...at least it isn't kidney stones?
11.05.2003
10:19 p.m.

I was sitting reading earlier today and it occured to me that what I really right now is a bladder infection... that would just be great. I have a show without costumes because we don't have fabric because of the new rules about collecting and using money. I have best friends that come into and then leave town without telling me and then bullshit me about it.

I mean really, who did I piss off this time? How much more am I going to be expected to take? I understand being tested, I know I wouldn't be asked to take on what I couldn't handle. Logically, I know all of this...but sometimes it feels like too much you know? And I have no one here to pick me up if I need it. I'm on my own here. I know I wouldn't be if it weren't for a four hour drive and strict rules about leaving campus...but the thing is I am at least I feel like I am most of the time.

I need a break from all of this. I need one now.

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Song De Jour:

She was born in November 1963 The day Aldous Huxley died And her mama believed That every man could be free So her mama got high, high, high And her daddy marched on Birmingham Singing mighty protest songs And he pictured all the places That he knew that she belonged But he failed and taught her young The only thing she's need to carry on He taught her how to Run baby run baby run baby run Baby run Past the arms of the familiar And their talk of better days To the comfort of the strangers Slipping out before they say so long Baby loves to run She counts out all her money In the taxi on the way to meet her plane Stares hopeful out the window At the workers fighting Through the pouring rain She's searching through the stations For an unfamiliar song And she's pictures all the places Where she knows she still belongs And she smiles the secret smile Because she knows exactly how To carry on So run baby run baby run baby run Baby run From the old familiar faces and Their old familiar ways To the comfort of the strangers Slipping out before they say So long Baby loves to run

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