Simon told me I acted like Mike today. That'd bring the grand total of Meredith/Mike comparisons to three in the past couple weeks. I dunno. I don't see it. I love Mikey to death, but I really don't think I'm like him. I really don't think I write like him(not that you're a bad writer mike, because I know you will take it like that..)

Today was ok. Had a long rambling conversation with Eric, Nikki and Kristen...we were all avoiding being in the theatre. I didn't even go on stage today, we didn't get to my part. I really don't like working problems for the whole show. I love work rehearsals, they're really really helpful...but the whole show is draining.

So I'm costuming Blithe Spirit. We're getting everything from vintage shops and thrift stores...it's a seven person cast.... I can go crazy. I don't like costuming because it's so daunting with a cast of 60...but seven I think I can totally knock out of the park...fuckin' shit man I know I can.

I also really want to play Elvira. I know I'm getting my hopes up. I know I am but dammit I want it. I want Justin to be the writer(whose name I do not know.) I want Maggie to be the fortune teller. I want to out do everyone's expectations for me. I know I have another role in me. I know I do...it's just convincing Smith..