men seldom make passes at girls who wear glasses
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02.06.2004
8:56 p.m.

I bought fabric for the robes, pajama pants and elvira's dress today, along with patterns and odds and ends that can go with different costumes. I've been shopping since one.my back hurts.

I got my christmas story back. He liked it, I got full credit. I didn't expect not to, Rens generally likes the way I write. But there was a note at the bottom asking me to stretch myself. I thought addressing my family was a stretch for me. But I know what he means. I'm just scared. Lately I'm scared of everything. Ro doesn't seem to like anything I write. Unless Chris writes it with me...then it's good. You know I wish thats what it was, I wish it was just favortism. I know it can't be though. I know it's me. I'm just to chickenshit to ask. And now I'm afraid to shake up my style at all in creative writing because then I won't get A's. this really is pathetic. I need to get out of whatever funk I am in I just don't know how to. I don't know what it will take.

I'll write more later. I started this very much in the mood to pour myself out. I'm not anymore.

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Song De Jour:

She was born in November 1963 The day Aldous Huxley died And her mama believed That every man could be free So her mama got high, high, high And her daddy marched on Birmingham Singing mighty protest songs And he pictured all the places That he knew that she belonged But he failed and taught her young The only thing she's need to carry on He taught her how to Run baby run baby run baby run Baby run Past the arms of the familiar And their talk of better days To the comfort of the strangers Slipping out before they say so long Baby loves to run She counts out all her money In the taxi on the way to meet her plane Stares hopeful out the window At the workers fighting Through the pouring rain She's searching through the stations For an unfamiliar song And she's pictures all the places Where she knows she still belongs And she smiles the secret smile Because she knows exactly how To carry on So run baby run baby run baby run Baby run From the old familiar faces and Their old familiar ways To the comfort of the strangers Slipping out before they say So long Baby loves to run

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