men seldom make passes at girls who wear glasses
probably not the best way to diet...
05.16.2004
12:24 p.m.

Jim is probably well out of the country by now....I don't like this. I mean I trust him I know he'll be good mostly or at least on all the important things... But I worry. A lot. About everything. Actually for the past couple hours I've been going through every possible nightmare scenario that could occur in some alternate world. All of them upset me. A couple to the point of making myself physically sick. I've managed to do that twice this weekend each time after a large meal. I almost did again a minute ago but I held it in. I have a nervous stomach and it's directly related to my mood... really anything makes me throw up or feel like I may. It's pathetic really but it's what I do.

...whats kind of worrying is that during it I thought "well meredith, this is one way to lose that weight..."

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Song De Jour:

She was born in November 1963 The day Aldous Huxley died And her mama believed That every man could be free So her mama got high, high, high And her daddy marched on Birmingham Singing mighty protest songs And he pictured all the places That he knew that she belonged But he failed and taught her young The only thing she's need to carry on He taught her how to Run baby run baby run baby run Baby run Past the arms of the familiar And their talk of better days To the comfort of the strangers Slipping out before they say so long Baby loves to run She counts out all her money In the taxi on the way to meet her plane Stares hopeful out the window At the workers fighting Through the pouring rain She's searching through the stations For an unfamiliar song And she's pictures all the places Where she knows she still belongs And she smiles the secret smile Because she knows exactly how To carry on So run baby run baby run baby run Baby run From the old familiar faces and Their old familiar ways To the comfort of the strangers Slipping out before they say So long Baby loves to run

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